A Lot of Insight to a Lot of Past

So, a lot has happened since April. One! Almost half a year wait... okay almost 6 months so ya almost half a year. Okay starting from the beginning....

So as you all know Chris and I had been together for a little bit in April and it was all fine and dandy, yay. Well, Junior prom happened and it was a ton of fun and my dress was pretty and I felt really nice. Although the dress wasn't what I really wanted but oh well. It was a dress and we were short on time but I looked good in it! Haha, okay so school kept happening and I was in homeschool and did concert band at Del Oro. I was going to graduate last year but decided it was too overwhelming so I didn't. Senior ball was wonderful... That night I don't think I will ever forget about. I felt beautiful and perfect. I had a gorgeous blue dress though it wasn't modest, and my shoes fit perfectly. My hair was down and wavy and pulled back at the top only slightly so I could put some sparkly jewerly into it. It was perfect and Chris had a matching suit. It fit perfectly. School continued and then ended along with Chris and my relationship. I say it casually but it hurt just as much if not more as the last time it happened as well. So time went on and then my life took an interesting twist that I wasn't expecting and this is where it gets interesting.
About twoish months ago a missionary name Elder Frost was transferred into my sister Angels ward and I noticed him imiditally. I came out of young womans and he was sitting there reading his scriptures with his head down and as I looked he raised his head and I could have sworn that I had seen him before and knew him from somewhere. I knew I didn't but I was curious. So for a while him and I played the eye game and I'm positive you all know what I'm talking about. I never said anything to him and visa versa, and we never shook hands or touched or anything. So there was one Sunday where this little boy maybe 2 was running around the church and I was entertaining him. Finally he ran over to Frost and Frost played along with it perfectly giving me the advantage to sneak up on the boy and "scare" him though I didn't. The boy did that a few more times and Frost would play Rock Paper Sissors with him or something and it was really nice and fun. The only three words I ever said to him were "He's a rascal" and that was referring to the little boy. After that there was nothing, just eyes and smiles, no matter how much I wanted to talk to him I wouldn't. He was a missionary and I was just some girl in his area. No way! Okay so a few Sunday's later there was a church meeting on marrages, basically on Prop 8 though they didn't call it that. Frost was there and he was sitting right next to Angel. We played the eye game still and when the meeting ended I ran straight to Angel and gave her a huge hug! David was in town so him and all the other young men and men were putting away chairs as I sat there talking to the woman and my sister and watching this mysterious missionary. And that was when the whole thing changed. Frost was able to get my attention to tell me just through motions and eyes that he was leaving a note for me. I was nervous cause I didn't want it to say something like, "You're creeping me out, stop watching me." or something along those lines. I was nervous. But no... it didnt say anything close to that. And although I have the note right here and could say exactly what it said I wont. I will only summerize. He said that he wished he had the opportunity to get to know me better and he thanked me for my smile and said that it brightened his day. He told me when he was going home and gave me his information and then said that he would to get to know me better but left it in my hands by finishing with.

"... if you get the time, and if you would like to. Take care, and keep smiling! :) "

If he had left it with "I want to get to know you" I probably would have thrown it away and never looked back but he was so sweet and I was so taken by this missionary that I couldn't stop smiling and I wanted, really wanted, to get to know him better. So I sent him an email to let him know I received his little note and I would love to get to know him AFTER his mission. So we stopped talking and would see each others on Sunday still playing the eye and smile game but with more knowing.
PAUSE!!! Okay so right in the middle of this Band was insane. We got a new band director because Calvo resigned due to family issues and our new director was Mr. Brown. We were so excited and we all liked him. He had a vision for the band and he was alumni of Del Oro. But he didn't stay for very long, and during band camp we gained the current band director Ms. Sleigh... Everything changed and she is a first year fresh out of college. And from what has been said she has never done marching band before either. None of the seniors were happy with the way things were going but none of us were willing to admit that to any of the instructors... that is, all but me. I finally said something to Sleigh and Steve (brass instructor) about an adult who they had used during band camp that no one really liked and I'm glad I did. She hasn't been back since and wether that is from me or because of other things I do not know but did didn't come back. Also during band camp my shoulder steadily became worse from the fall I had two years ago. I also was a squad leader and it was fun. We were Crystal's Crazies! lol ;) it was great. Okay so back to Frost...
Frost returned home and I checked my email every day hoping he would write, it took him a week before he responded but that was perfectly alright as I knew he would be busy. Well it didn't take long for him and I to give out our numbers and we continued to call and talk on the phone. We decided that we wanted to see each other and be able to "touch" and hang out in person so we decided that he would come down for Thanksgiving week. Well, that was to far away so he is coming out here this week!!! He will be here on Tuesday! Anyway, he is my boyfriend and my entire family likes the pairing which is something that has never happened and I like the feeling.
Okay so now that your up to date... sort of... on Frost. I have to tell you about school. I'm not in school. My shoulder has reduced steadily and now I can barely move my arm without being in pain. We have been going to multiple doctor visits and finally have gotten into a Orthopedic Surgeon. I have an oppointment on October 22... And I'm scared. I will need surgery eventually I know that but wether or not I get it now is a different story. So because of my shoulder and multiple other reasons I am not in school and I will be taking my GED next month, in October.
Oh and also in October I am going to Utah to meet Frosts family. It is all so perfect... that it doesn't seem real... I hope that it is and if this is a dream I never want to wake up. So there is a very breif explaination of everything. I will be keeping more up to date on things. Thanks!